Eager to scream thousands of "why"~~~

Promiesed myself there wouldn't be even a drop of alcohol for you~~~

Thinking of modify the grey theme of my blog to make me up~~~maybe "Yellow"...my favor.....

 

A week to go....I knew a brand new life awating me somewhere....

Thanks God though I am not that believing in you...but efforts you have done to me really work to me....

 

Thanks should be given to many of my dear friends....cos all of you are really my friend....

You all are the lighthouse everytime I couldn't find my way in the hopeless sea...

Actually...every single word that you mates said really lighted up my life a lot....

 

Never imagined I am that sort of grey people....Maybe I am always pretending not being...

 

"Dear God....Can I swap a bit of grey in my life for some yellow of you...

You should have known that every people will be deserved to lead a balanced life...

I think I might be losing it....Pull me up please...please...."

 

A week to go....

A life to be......

Really sucks feeling drinking a lot...but anyhow quite enjoy it .

Never know why every alcoholic drinks damn pretty even they definitly know they gonna lost themselve while hanging over....

Still they are quite addicted doing it....Have to admit that I am one of those...

Hate drinking....but favor the feeling by being hung...cos I've got the private time of thinking of myself....

Missing her indeed....It seems like I was always cheating to my mind that I tried to forget her....

It works only on occasion of cleared minded...However, it will pop up while you are really on your own mind----Hanging over

 

Dunno why everytime I have been drunk that am motivated to write something on my Blog...

Strangely, everytime I was writing my Blog...She would inevitably come up to my mind...Why...????

Maybe that is the deal...That is what you deserve....

I wish she wouldn't again rule my mind...I really hope so...Really...

 

It will be another 15 days staying in UK...15 days probably that are last silent times to me... 

Will cherish it....ever.................

 

Better days in the future....I am convinced....NO...inappropriate....I wish....